That's not enough
Yesterday was the Sec 4 farewell dinner... Just for the Band Sec4s. I wonder why the school subsidized us though. Due to the fact that it wasn't for the whole level and the school is independent. Anyway, each of us paid $13 and the school paid $30. That is totally not worth it. Although it was a buffet restaurant, there is no reason for it to have only 2 choices of Ice-cream, which both tasted VERY bad. There weren't any other good food either, or at least something out of the ordinary. I can simply just go to any hawker centre in Singapore and find whatever they have. So anyway, blame the retarded Drum Major for that. Oh yeah, before that, I went to Bukit Timah Plaza to get something for the seniors. Guess what? I just bought 2 comic books which cost $2.80 each. Well, although it is cheap. It's definitely not shit. Products from China are all cheap, and doesn't lose out in quality. Then went back to school and walked a few times around the school to kill time and then went to the bloody expensive restaurant in the bloody expensive hotel. I waited for like 45 minutes or so... For the seniors and the others which were late. Well, they weren't really late because that bloody Drum Major changed the venue. The Drum Major is getting all the blame... And said farewell. I ate a LOT of food after that, although I didn't eat any cakes because I wasn't really interested in them and wanted to save the space in my stomach for some other stuff that are still worth eating. I got the dizzy feeling on the way home for that. It was really sad, because what I remembered was that whatever I've done is not enough. After being top in the 3rd lang class for such a long time, even top for Jap in HCI, it was pointless. There are so many others that are better and it's really sad that I do not have someone competing with me directly. I needed the full-mark luck, which was gone from probably 1 and 1/4 years ago. However, it was also partly due to the few tests that I flunk. Next year would be a different thing. There is no such thing called "fail the first test" because I have already done the basics, and do not just abusing my brain like the beginning. Next year there is also this CSE test. Which means that I'll have to study really hard. When I mean hard, I mean hard. Not smart. No point studying smart for History and Geography. It just depends on whoever that remembers all the facts. As said before, it's brain abuse but still have to do it for one more year. The plans are having English B3 and Literature or Humanities A2. That's the easiest way because I am not so bad at Lit and Humanities. Well, school's starting and i have definitely not slept enough.