鼻涕2

I should just get over with it and move on with life.

精神の支柱

Finally, the IN of はがない is out. After 1 month of humming that incomplete 2/3 of the song and 2 months of seeking other entertainment, I now feel that I have completely watched はがない. Listening to all the old songs, it really brings back all the memories of how anime has been a form of mental support over the years. Despite the relentless workload which we have, my life was never so boring. The only sad part is that Code Geass did not have a nice OP/ED/IN for me to actually listen to and think about how I sacificed my sleeping hours just to watch it. Well, there's always FMA, H2O, SNS, Angel Beats and more. Somehow I think my social skills are actually deteriorating because of too much anime. Well, I guess it's all part of my personality. I can actually talk to someone if I intentionally turn on my extraverted side, but usually it's not. 

Two years ago, Mr Chan actually gave us a briefing on JC life, and told us that we should form our study groups. My trip to Japan actually taught me how important friends were. It is so miserable to study by myself at home. However, a bunch of SMTP students just can't study together somehow. So I've decided to study at home. I think I'll be studying in school when school reopens, perhaps in one of the E2 classrooms where there's the aircon and comfortable studying environment (library is too cold). Hopefully it will be more productive and less tormenting.

Blocks is just a few days away, and my 3 hours of studying a day, which includes improving my English and Japanese vocabulary (now this isn't really relevant), doing English Comprehensions and I&I, didn't really help much. Personaly I feel that holiday is the time to take a break from school, to restore the stamina which I had at the start of the year. There is no point in revising if you cannot sit down and concentrate in the exam hall. As a result, my revision haven't really progressed. Now, I actually have to worry about the sciences. Last year was not a crucial year, but now I have to make sure that I can get 90/100 for Chemistry and Physics so that I actually have room for making mistakes. Moreover, there is an increasing number of explanation questions and obscure defintions this year, which jeopardizes my Physics grades.

My parents seem more worried about A Levels because of my GP, but I am not aiming to get 8 As and become a top student. I plan to achieve the minimum for everything. The last guy who qualifies for anything does it at the minimum opportunity cost :D. But facing the stress from all sources, I really don't know if I can remain resilient.

o.o

I feel weird